NATHANIEL CALHOUN

 

midge

  

– something tore loose a  leg from the  midge
nosing  below  this  unfurling  ink.   one  from
the  tribe  of  all-dead-every-morning,   team
fill-no-spiders, climb-through-screens, make-
no-noise,   the   little   brown    mushroom   of
bugs,  not   the  subtext   but   the  dotted  j’s,
wiped  clean  for  no  cost  savings.  the being
within     the    creature,    stricken    now    by
sunlight next by  shadow – his  wings  ruffled
by   wind   –  seems    to    notice    percussion
flowing from penpoint.  a  millisecond  before
my puff of dislodging   air  requests  space  to
turn the page,      he lifts off and vanishes – to
reinstantiate   moments   later  in  my  teacup,
drowned  like  his  brother,  and  soon   drunk
up, since  fishing  implements are  dirtier than
the blanched speck of him.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Nathaniel Calhoun works to protect and restore biodiversity from his home in Aotearoa New Zealand. His poems have featured in Oxford Poetry, New York Quarterly, Landfall, Poetry Aotearoa and many others. He sometimes tweets @calhounpoems