TURBINE | KAPOHAU

I haven’t yet got to the chapter on Japanese pornography
but I get the feeling it’s going to tell me
at great, irritating length
that disgust is sexy –

this I already know…..
I let old, arrogant
pervy men
inside of me on
a regular basis.

I know many who would rush,
falling all over each other
in a ratking of self-righteous cunts
to tell me that, in fact
I am quite literally being fucked
by my own self-hatred.

To them I say –
sometimes I do the fucking.